Alaska and my Father

It was declared that my father had dementia

Fortunately, we could spend a lot of time with each other and when my trip to Alaska came closer (during which I hoped to meet Grandmother Rita of Alaska (from the International Council of the Thirteen Native Grandmothers), Marie Mead and Jennifer, from the Yupik tribe) I asked the cosmos that when it was the intention that I should go my dad would not die during my trip.

My father passed away on May 12, and on June 1, I would leave for four weeks.

I would like to say my goodbye to my father to you to show how my father's spiritual development was opened up in his last years:

As a child, I had for a long time the same dream, actually a nightmare. I dreamed that you were run over by a tractor in the cornfield. I was so afraid that you would die.

Here’s an example typical of you.

I once asked, "Dad you got three daughters did you not want a son too? You thought about it and then said:

Our relationship became more interesting when I went to develop myself in the invisible world.

We started to have conversations about the source of life. You wondered all the time about what would have been there before the big bang.

Grandmother, your mother, was a medium but raised in a very strict religious way. An impossible and difficult combination for her so she stopped to have contact with the invisible world. You found it interesting but not something to get in to it.

You also had a friend named Adriaan Beers. Adriaan was married, had 4 children and was Catholic. Adriaan had contact with alien life.

During your skiing holidays, Adriaan told you about how he met aliens from an other planet and how he got downloaded for two days with information. He was not allowed to take notes while he was downloaded. He wrote a book about it which was banned by the Catholic Church of Utrecht. He asked you if you wanted to correct his book 'Universal creation'. You did and again you were interested but didn’t want to go into it. You were curious about Adriaan or actually I have to say Stefan Denaerde, for he called himself so as a writer.

In the meantime, I was convinced that we came from the stars and that it was full of alien life in the cosmos. I told you about the crop circles that you did not believe in and so we went on vacation together to Avebury, in the South of England, where every year around May till September crop circles are created.

While we were there one was created three minutes drive from us. It was raining and we had to walk for an hour before we could get in the circle. We were the only people at the time. We felt the heat of the energy sources and you looked amazed at the interlaced grain, no stem was cracked. You just said this can not be done by human hands.

The next crop circle was created two days later.

A huge crop circle of moons: Full moon just as it was two days before you passed away, and the Last quarter like the day before your funeral. New Moon and First Quarter.

We visited it. This time there was a group of people with sound scales. To my surprise you went to them and sat in a the tailor's seat to listen to the sounds. A little later I saw you lying in one of the circles of the moon. On our way back home at Bristol Airport, you said to me, "In the end we are one body.”

We agreed on the fact that the vibration of love is the strongest energy that overcomes everything and from which everything has been created. Also that our mission on earth is to develop you ourselves as much as possible. Follow our own paths.

Was the dream that I had as a child a coincidence? In my dream you died in the cornfield, but when you entered the crop circle, a new dimension opened. Your dementia was just a transition phase in which you lost the matter but your soul showed itself more and more.

Goodbye my dear father.

Your dementia was just a transition phase in which you lost the matter but your soul showed itself more and more.

Alaska and my Father

Alaska and my Father

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